I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops with me

Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I cannot see
That there's not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, wake me

Back in the womb it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live
Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, wake me

Now the world is gone I'm just one
Oh God help me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, help me

Darkness
Imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell

Landmine has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell

Don't let go.
Tonight, where did you go?
Your expression is familiar.

Now maybe
I did not mean to treat you bad
But I did it anyway
And now maybe
Some would say your life was sad
But you lived it anyway
And so maybe
Your friends they stand around they watch your crumble
As you falter to the ground
And then someday
Your friends they stand beside as you were flyin'
Oh you were flyin' oh so high

But then someday people look at you for what they call their own
They watch you suffer
Yeah they hear you calling home
But then some day we could take our time
To brush the leaves aside so you can reach us
But you left me far behind

Now maybe
I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad
But I did it anyway
Now I said maybe some would say you're left with what you had
But you couldn't share the pain

No, no, no
Couldn't share the pain, they watch you suffer

Now maybe I could have made my own mistakes
But I live with what I've known
And then maybe we might share in something great
But won't you look at where we've grown
Won't you look at where we've gone
But then someday comes tomorrow holds
a sense of what I fear for you in my mind
As you trip the final line
And that cold day when you lost control
It's a shame you left my life so soon you should have told me
But you left me far behind, yeah
Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad
But I did it anyway
Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had
But you couldn't share the pain
No, no, no

Oh no
Oh no no no no...
Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad
But I did it anyway
Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had
But you couldn't share the pain
I said times have changed your friends
They come and watch you crumble to the ground
They watch you suffer
Yeah, they hold you down
Hold on down
Now maybe lover, maybe love
I didn't mean to treat you bad
But you left me far behind
Left me far behind
Left me far behind

Just another touch of your skin makes everything okay
Just a simple taste of your lips can steal my pain away
Every time that I look in your eyes I can see something’s killing you
So don’t fight what you’re feeling inside cuz I know you need this too
Let me be the one you use…
I’ll be you antidote, you be my cure for this cold and lonely night
Put our problems behind us and just for this moment pretend everything is alright
Let me use you…. And I’ll let you use me
Let me use you…. To forget these memories
I don’t even mind that we hide some things that are better left unspoken
Cant we just be selfish for one more night cuz some rules were ment to be broken
And I don’t know how we got here, but I know that I shouldn’t care
And despite what we think is wrong or right, We both know that I shouldn’t be here tonight… but it’s worth a try
(chorus)
…you’re like a drug and I am so addicted to you
But I cant let go even though I know I should, its true
(chorus)
Let me use you… like you want me to
Let me use you
You can use me… to forget these memories

*Lyrics in italics sung by Jen Ledger.
I'm at war with the world and they,
Try to pull me into the dark;
I struggle to find my faith,
As I'm slippin’ from Your arms;

And my strength is fading fast;
You breathe into me at last!
I'm awake! I'm alive!
Now I know what I believe inside!
Now! It's my time!
I'll do what I want, ’cause this is my life!
Here! Right now!
I'll stand my ground, and never back down;I know what I believe inside,
I'm awake and I'm alive!

I’m at war with the world cause I,
Ain’t never gonna sell my soul;
I've already made up my mind,
No matter what, I can’t be bought or sold;

And I feel like giving in,
You breathe into me again!
I'm awake! I'm alive!
Now I know what I believe inside!
Now! It's my time!
I'll do what I want, ’cause this is my life!
Here! Right now!
I'll stand my ground, and never back down;I know what I believe inside,
I'm awake and I'm alive!

Waking up! Waking up!
Waking up! Waking up!
Waking up! Waking up!
Waking up! Waking up!

In the dark,
I can feel you in my sleep,
In your arms I feel you breathe into me;
Forever hold this heart that I will give to You,
Forever I will live for You!

(Guitar solo)

I'm awake! I'm alive!
Now I know what I believe inside!
Now! It's my time!
I'll do what I want, ’cause this is my life!
Here! Right now!
I'll stand my ground, and never back down;I know what I believe inside,
I'm awake and I'm alive!

Waking up! Waking up!
Waking up! Waking up!
Waking up! Waking up!
Waking up! Waking up!

Hear me spit on you, wither I
Remould into gold and bury I from sun

Reborn left to sigh, recure maybe I'll
Be born and simplify the way I lie before

I get bored
I get bored
I get bored
I'm bored

Repent by you and trust to figure out
I burn that gift to you doll and let it shine before

I get bored
I get bored
I get bored
A wish for the real one

Pissed and confinded, before me or I
And we will come clean, it gets worse, it's more

Get bored
I get bored
I get bored
A wish for the real one

Get bored
Get bored
Get bored
A wish for the real one

God money, I'll do anything for you
God money, just tell me what you want me to
God money, nail me up against the wall
God money, don't want everything he wants it all

No, you can't take it
No, you can't take it
No, you can't take that away from me
No, you can't take it
No, you can't take it
No, you can't take that away from me

Head like a hole
Black as your soul
I'd rather die than give you control
Head like a hole
Black as your soul
I'd rather die than give you control

Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve
Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve

God money's not looking for the cure
God money's not concerned about the sick among the pure
God money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised
God money's not one to choose

No, you can't take it
No, you can't take it
No, you can't take that away from me
No, you can't take it
No, you can't take it
No, you can't take that away from me

Head like a hole
Black as your soul
I'd rather die than give you control
Head like a hole
Black as your soul
I'd rather die than give you control

Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve
Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve

Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve
Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve

Head like a hole
Black as your soul
I'd rather die than give you control
Head like a hole
Black as your soul
I'd rather die than give you control

Head like a hole
Black as your soul
I'd rather die than give you control
Head like a hole
Black as your soul
I'd rather die than give you control

Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve
Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve

Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve
Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve

Looking around
Wondering what this is for
Sure it's fine but i don't think i need this anymore
I took down my self appearance
And i found the definate clearance
I'm getting bored
inspiration is drained
Till i see your face is boredom
beside me...

:Chorus:
Feel this
Once one more to
Make sure its not a dream
I can't stand here any longer
Please don't wake me up
Your such a perfect dream
of all i ever...
Wanted at all

Bringing me down
A flow as the glass hits the floor
Shattered pieces
It's not what it used to be anymore
Rided it out on broken pieces
Tell me now what is your thesis
I need it more
To make it through the day
Till i see your face is boredom
beside me.....

:Chorus:

I never met this dream...
Reality
Once I fall inside of you
Again its so hard
To keep my mind off of you
To keep my arms off of you

So unreal
So sureal

But,You're just a dream
You're far away
Boredom will follow around me again

Be what you wanna be
See what you came to see
Been what you wanna be
I don't like what I see

Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you, hell within
Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you, hell within
Like the coldest winter will
Heaven beside you, hell within
And you think you have it still, heaven inside you

So there's problems in your life
That's f***ed up, and I'm not blind
I'm just see through faded, super jaded
And out of my mind

Do what you wanna do
Go out and seek your truth
When I'm down and blue
Rather be me than you

Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you, hell within
Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you, hell within
Like the coldest winter will
Heaven beside you, hell within
And you wish you had it still, heaven inside you

So there's problems in your life
That's f***ed up, and I'm not blind
I'm just see through faded, super jaded
And out of my mind

Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you, hell within
Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you, hell within
Like the coldest winter will
Heaven beside you, hell within
And you know you have it still, heaven inside you

So there's problems in your life
That's f***ed up, but you're not blind
You're just see through faded, overrated
And out of your mind

[Preformed by Trè Cool]

I want to be your dominated love slave
I want to be the one that takes the pain
You can spank me when I do not behave
Smack me in the forehead with a chain

'Cause I love feeling dirty
And I love feeling cheap
And I love it when you hurt me
So drive those staples deep

I want you to slap me and call me naughty
Put a belt sander against my skin
Want to feel pain all over my body
Can't wait to be punished for my sins

I love feeling dirty
And I love feeling cheap
And I love it when you hurt me
So drive those staples deep

I love feeling dirty
And I love feeling cheap
And I love it when you hurt me
So drive... staples?

[Deuce]:
I thought I told ya, I came to party.

[Deuce]:
Hey bar tender, can I get a cup?
Tonight's my night and I'm gettin' f***ed up.
I hope I still got the charm, got the luck,
'Cause all these b****es and ho's look like so much fun.

[Travie McCoy]:
And I just stepped in the club,
Feelin' my self like a braille book,
Double-fistin' two pitchers of pale ale,
Both stale as f***.
And all these busted females
Lined up at the bathroom,
In and out,
We know what they doin'.

[Deuce]: Chorus:
I came to party, I came to party.
Hands up girl give me that body.
I can tell you want somethin' from me,
'Cause everything you think girl I can see.
I came to party, I came to party.
Hands up girl give me that body.
I'm a make you mine before I leave,
'Cause every little thing you do to me,
Got me goin' crazy.

[Deuce]:
I thought I told ya, I came to party.

[Deuce]:
Let's have a party girl,
You can bring your friends tonight,
After the club
We can play all the games you like.
Yeah the stakes are high,
But if your cards right,
You'll be wakin' up naked;
What happened last night?

[Travie McCoy]:
Too bad you're, just another notch in the bedpost,
Tryin' a get close and cuddly.
My girl stays in Brooklyn,
You just my west-coast f*** buddy.
Get that through your skull girl,
I'm here for one night,
And please quit f***in' up my buzz 'cause

[Deuce]: Chorus
I came to party, I came to party.
Hands up girl give me that body.
I can tell you want somethin' from me,
'Cause everything you think girl I can see.
I came to party, I came to party.
Hands up girl give me that body.
I'm a make you mine before I leave,
'Cause every little thing you do to me,
Got me goin' crazy.

[Deuce]:
I thought I told ya. I came to party
Ya I came, I came, to party

[Truth]:
Sip, sip, sip, sip, sippin' on some bomb s***.
Tick, tick, tick, tick, it's about that time b****.
Sip, sip, sip, sip, we party hard and never quit,
West coast, east coast, yeah you lovin' it.
Sip, sip, sip, sip, sippin' on some bomb s***.
Tick, tick, tick, tick, it's about that time b****.
Sip, sip, sip, sip, we party hard and never quit,
Deuce, Truth, Travie, yeah you lovin' it.

[Deuce]: Yeah you L L L L lovin' it.

[Deuce]: Chorus
I came to party, I came to party.
Hands up girl give me that body.
I can tell you want somethin' from me,
'Cause everything you think girl I can see.
I came to party, I came to party.
Hands up girl give me that body.
I'm a make you mine before I leave,
'Cause every little thing you do to me,
Got me goin' crazy.

A million miles away
Your signal in the distance
To whom it may concern
I think I lost my way
Getting good at starting over
Every time that I return

I'm learning to walk again
I believe I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?
I'm learning to talk again
Can't you see I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?

Do you remember the days
We built these paper mountains
Then sat and watched them burn
I think I found my place
Can't you feel us growing stronger
Little conquerors

I'm learning to walk again
I believe I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?
I'm learning to talk again
I believe I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?

Now
For the very first time
Don't you pay no mind
Set me free again

You keep alive a moment at a time
But still inside a whisper to a riot
To sacrifice but knowing to survive
The first to climb another state of mind
I'm on my knees, I'm praying for a sign
Forever, whenever
I never wanna die
I never wanna die
I never wanna die
I'm on my knees
I never wanna die
I'm dancing on my grave
I'm running through the fire
Forever, whenever
I never wanna die
I never wanna leave
I never say goodbye
Forever, whenever
Forever, whenever

I'm learning to walk again
I believe I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?
I'm learning to talk again
Can't you see I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?

I'm learning to walk again
I believe I've waited long enough
I'm learning to talk again
Can't you see I've waited long enough

The bloody angle
The symmetry
Your cheap adhesive isn't holding me
My mouth is a gun I can shoot
I can show you the truth
And I don't need a reason to lie to you
No pun intended
No punishment
If I offended you, you needed it!
Ideas are the bombs in your mind
A fissure in time
If you don't have a weapon,
You can't have mine!

I can bleed if I want to bleed
I can fail if i feel the need

This face, is my last confession
This life, it feels like a prison

Oh, I'm not afraid!
I'm giving into grievances again
Your looking at an absolute zero
I'm not the Devil, but I won't be your hero!

The catatonic,
The sacrilege,
Your primadonnas are a privilege
My god has a need to react,
Its as simple as that
It's better just to settle
Than face the facts

I can bleed if I want to bleed
I can fail if i feel the need

This face, is my last confession
This life, it feels like a prison

Oh, I'm not afraid!
I'm giving into grievances again
Your looking at an absolute zero
I'm not the Devil but I won't be your hero!

One thing that I can't stand
Is when the minutes fight the second hand
I'll waste a life times worth
Just to cling to one more day

No f***ing quarter
No premiums
The world is stuck in delirium
Man! Is a four letter word
It's really absurd
The hate isn't fake, its just inferred

Oh, I'm not afraid!
I'm giving into grievances again
I'm down to absolute zero
Another Zealot with the weight of the f***ing world.

Oh, I'm not afraid!
And I won't let you down as I hold you in
Your looking at an absolute zero
I'm not the Devil but I won't be your hero!

At home, drawing pictures
Of mountain tops
With him on top
Lemon yellow sun
Arms raised in a V
And the dead lay
In pools of maroon below

Daddy didn't give attention
Oh, to the fact
That mommy didn't care
King Jeremy the wicked
Oh, ruled his world

Jeremy spoke in class today
Jeremy spoke in class today

Clearly I remember
Picking on the boy
Seemed a harmless little f***
Oh, but we unleashed a lion
Gnashed his teeth and bit the recess lady's breast
How could I forget?

And he hit me with a surprise left
My jaw left hurting
Oooh, dropped wide open
Just like the day
Oh like the day I heard

Daddy didn't give affection, no
And the boy was something
That mommy wouldn't wear
King Jeremy the wicked
Oh, ruled his world

Jeremy spoke in class today
Jeremy spoke in class today
Jeremy spoke in class today

Whoa... (x15)

Try to forget this
(Try to forget this)
Try to erase this
(Try to erase this)
From the blackboard

Jeremy spoke in class today
Jeremy spoke in class today
Jeremy spoke in, spoke in
Jeremy spoke in, spoke in
Jeremy spoke in class today

Uh huh (x25)

Uh huh
Uh huh
Uh huh
Yeah yeah!