Hear me spit on you, wither I
Remould into gold and bury I from sun

Reborn left to sigh, recure maybe I'll
Be born and simplify the way I lie before

I get bored
I get bored
I get bored
I'm bored

Repent by you and trust to figure out
I burn that gift to you doll and let it shine before

I get bored
I get bored
I get bored
A wish for the real one

Pissed and confinded, before me or I
And we will come clean, it gets worse, it's more

Get bored
I get bored
I get bored
A wish for the real one

Get bored
Get bored
Get bored
A wish for the real one

So sick of the hobo's, always beggin' for change
I don't like how I gotta work, and they just sit around and get paid
I hate all of the people who can't drive their cars
B**** you better get out of the way before I start falling apart
I hate how my wife is always up my ass
She always wants to buy brand new things but I don't have the cash

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life

How come I never get laid, nice guys always lose
How could she have another headache, there's always some kind of excuse
I still hate my job, my boss is a d***
I don't get paid nearly enough to put up with all of your s***

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life

I hate that I can't tell when a girl's underage
You know, I tell her she's a nice piece of ass, then her daddy punches me in the face
So if you're pissed like me, b****es here's what ya gotta do
Put your middle fingers up in the air, go on and say "F*** You"

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life
So much at stake, can't catch a break
I hate my life
No, it's nothing new hearing "it sucks to be you"
I f***in' hate my life!

Even with a diagram of my DNA
I leave scientists baffled 'till the end of the day
They try to pick apart my life-style and how I survive
Making money for the boss while I make nickel and dime
And being on time, takin' a punch and doin' my best
Not ever hearing, 'Good job' and staying upset
It doesn't take to much to find the sediments they left behind

Put down the book, put up the walls
I'm never givin' up at all
What's yours is yours
What's mine is yours and I'll mature

Endure
Endure
Endure

Not even with ten men holding me back
Not even with a devious planned attack
Contemplating every move that I play
Willing the bad things all away
Keeping the worry-free happiness philosophy
That's what I let them see when they try to look at me

Put down the book, put up the walls
I'm never givin' up at all
What's yours is yours
What's mine is yours and I'll mature

Endure
Endure
Endure

Don't want out

These issues arise every day
Though you try to turn your head and walk away
Though it leaves you feeling insecure
You're gonna feel your life mature

Endure
Endure
Endure

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practiced all the things I would say
But she came over, I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert

Oh I know I'm being used
That's okay, man, cause I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me
That's okay cause I got no self esteem

Oh, yeah, yeah
Oh, yeah, yeah
Oh, yeah, yeah
Oh, yeah, yeah

We make plans to go out at night
I wait till two then I turn out the light
This rejections got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so

Oh, yeah, yeah
Oh, yeah, yeah
Oh, yeah, yeah
Oh, yeah, yeah

When she's saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can stand
Well I guess, I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care
Right?
Yeah!

Now I'll relate this a little bit
That happens more than I'd like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
She's drunk again and looking to score

Now I know I should say no
But it's kind of hard when she's ready to go
I may be dumb, but I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem

Oh, yeah, yeah
Oh, yeah, yeah
Oh, yeah, yeah
Oh, yeah, yeah

When she's saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can stand
Well I guess, I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care
Right?
Yeah!

Down under the night sky
I lay in wait
Praying to whoever will listen to me.
I'd fashioned my own cross,
Been crushed by it's weight
There's no stronger message
Then dirt in your face.

I've seen down the end of the road
Now i deal in a different story, oh
And i will never go back again
I feel it in my bones, bones, bones
I feel it in my bones, bones, bones
I'll do this on my own. (o-o-oh bones, bones o-oh)

They say the spirit's willing
But the flesh is always weak
Well I found everything i needed right beneath my skin -oh

I've seen down the end of the road
Now i deal in a different story, oh
And i will never go back again
I feel it in my bones, bones, bones
I feel it in my bones, bones, bones
I'll do this on my own.

[Instrumental]

We're all architects in our own private hell.
No one can hurt us like we've hurt ourselves.

I've seen down the end of the road
Now i deal in a different story, oh
I will never let go again
I feel it in my bones, bones, bones
I feel it in my bones, bones, bones
I know i'm not alone (o-oh bones, bones o-oh no)

She calls me Goliath, and I wear the David mask
I guess the stones are coming too fast for her now
You know I'd like to believe this nervousness will pass
All the stones that are thrown are building up a wall

I have become cumbersome to this world
I have become cumbersome to my girl

I'd like to believe we could reconcile the past
Resurrect those bridges with an ancient glance
But my old stone face can't seem to bring her down
She remembers the bridges, burns them to the ground

I have become cumbersome to this world
I have become cumbersome to my girl

Too heavy, too light, too black or too white
Too wrong or too right, today or tonight
Cumbersome

Too rich or too poor, she's wanting me less
And I'm wanting her more
The bitter taste is cumbersome
No, yeah, no, no, no
No, no, no, yeah

There is a balance between two worlds
One with an arrow and a cross
Regardless of the balance, life has become
Cumbersome

Too heavy, too light, too black or too white
Too wrong or too right, today or tonight
Cumbersome

Too rich or too poor, she's wanting me less
And I'm wanting her more
The bitter taste is cumbersome
No, yeah, no, no, no
No, no, no, yeah
No, no, no, no
Yeah
Your life has become cumbersome

I'll crash my car, just for you
I'll burn my house down, just for you
I'll rip my nuts off, just for you
I'll max my creditcards

I'll sell my soul, just for you
But nothing's good enough
I might be the longer road
but I'd make it worth your while

When you're invisible, it's easy
When you're invisible, it's easy

I'll rip my eyes out, just for you
I'll slash my wrists up, just for you
I'll break my d***, just for you
I'll make my momma cry

I'll dip my hands in blood
I'll be your kicking dog
Point crosshairs at my head
I'll take it all

When you're invisible, it's easy
When you're invisible, it's easy

Come on, alright, alright

I'll crash my car, just for you
I'll burn my house down, just for you
I'll rip my nuts off, just for you
I'll max my creditcards

I'll rip my eyes out, just for you
I'll slash my wrists up, just for you
I'll break my d***, just for you
I'll make my momma cry

When you're invisible, it's easy
When you're invisible, it's easy
When you're invisible, it's easy

Yeah, bringing you another disturbing creation
From the mind of one sick animal who can't tell the difference
And gets stupified

I've been waiting my whole life for just one (F***!)
And all I needed was just one (F***!)
Well can you see that you don't give a (F***!)
I find myself stupified, coming back again
All I wanted was just one (F***!)
One tiny little innocent (F***!)
And when I feel like I'm s*** out of (Luck!)
I find my stupified, coming back again

Why do you like playing around with
My narrow scope of reality?
I can feel it all start slipping
I think I'm breaking down

Why do you like playing around with
My narrow scope of reality?
I can feel it all start slipping away

See but I don't get it
Don't you think maybe we could put it on credit?
Don't you think it can take control when I don't let it?
I get stupified
It's all the same you say
Live with it
But I don't get it
Don't you think maybe we could put it on credit?
Don't you think it can take control when I don't let it?
I get stupified
I get stupified

All the people in the left wing (Rock!)
And all the people in the right wing (Rock!)
And all the people in the underground (Rock!)
I find myself stupified, coming back again
All the people in the high rise (F***!)
And all the people in the projects (F***!)
And all la gente in the barrio (F***!)
I find myself stupified, coming back again

Why do you like playing around with
My narrow scope of reality?
I can feel it all start slipping
I think I'm breaking down

Why do you like playing around with
My narrow scope of reality
I can feel it all start slipping away

See but I don't get it
Don't you think maybe we could put it on credit?
Don't you think it can take control when I don't let it?
I get stupified
It's all the same you say
Live with it
But I don't get it
Don't you think maybe we could put it on credit?
Don't you think it can take control when I don't let it?
I get stupified
I get stupified


And don't deny me
No baby now, don't deny me
And darlin' don't be afraid

But I don't get it
Don't you think maybe we could put it on credit?
Don't you think it can take control when I don't let it?
I get stupified

Look in my face, stare in my soul
I begin to stupify - rah!
Look in my face, stare in my soul
I begin to stupify - rah!
Look in my face, stare in my soul
I begin to stupify - rah!
Look in my face, stare in my soul
I begin to stupify - rah!

Look in my face, stare in my soul
Look in my face, stare in my soul
Look in my face, stare in my soul
Look in my face, stare in my soul
Look in my face! (Stare into my soul)
Look in my face! (Stare into my soul)
Look in my face! (Stare into my soul)
I begin to stupify - rah!

*

Don't let go.
Tonight, where did you go?
Your expression is familiar.

Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel like my only friend
Is the city I live in, the city of angels
Lonely as I am, together we cry

I drive on her streets, 'cause she's my companion
I walk through her hills, 'cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds, and she kisses me windy
Well, I never worry, now that is a lie

And I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way

I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way, yeah
Yeah, yeah

It's hard to believe that there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe that I'm all alone
At least I have her love, the city, she loves me
Lonely as I am, together we cry

Well, I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way

Well, I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Oh, no, no, no
Yeah, yeah
Love me, I said
Yeah, yeah

One time

Under the bridge downtown
Is where I drew some blood
Under the bridge downtown
I could not get enough
Under the bridge downtown
Forgot about my love
Under the bridge downtown
I gave my life away, yeah

Yeah, yeah
Oh, no, no, no
Yeah, yeah
Love me, I said
Yeah, yeah

Will I stay?

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a f*** if I cut my arm bleeding

This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a f*** if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding?

Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight?
Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And I'm contemplating suicide

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late and I was empty within
Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do I begin?

It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself and no love for another
Searching to find a love upon a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

Nothing's alright, nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I'm crying, I'm crying
I'm crying, I'm crying

I can't go on living this way

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a f*** if I cut my arm bleeding

Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight?
Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And I'm contemplating suicide

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

Nothing's alright, nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I can't go on living this way
Can't go on living this way
Nothing's all right

I sit in the state of a daydream
With all of your words flying over my head
Even more time gets wasted in a daze

It should seem obvious to you
Your screams and cries are never going to work
And all of your time gets wasted in my daze

And I'm looking back now at where I have gone wrong
And why I could not seem to get along
My interests are longing to break through these chains
These chains that control my future's aims

I sit in the state of a daydream
With all of your words flying over my head
Even more time gets wasted in a daze

Maybe I'm just too damn lazy
Or maybe I was just brainwashed to think that way
And all of your time gets wasted in my daze

And I'm looking back now at where I have gone wrong
And why I could not seem to get along
My interests are longing to break through these chains
These chains that control my future's aims

I'm looking back now at
Where I have, have gone wrong
And why I could not seem
Could not seem to get along

And I'm looking back now at where I have gone wrong
And why I could not seem to get along
My interests are longing to break through these chains
These chains that control my future's aims

Ring around the Rosies
Pocket full of Posies
Ashes Ashes We all fall down
Ring around the Rosies
Pocket full of Posies
Ashes Ashes We all fall down

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoon fed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil

One Two Buckle my shoe
Three Four Shut the door
Five Six Pick up sticks
Seven Eight Lay them straight

London Bridge is falling down
Falling down
Falling down
London Bridge is falling down
My fair lady

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoon fed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil

Nick-Knack Paddy-Whack Give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home
Nick-Knack Paddy-Whack Give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home
Nick-Knack Paddy-Whack Give a dog a bone!
This old man came rolling home!
Nick-Knack Paddy-Whack Give a dog a bone!
This old man came rolling home!
Nick-Knack Paddy-Whack Give a dog a bone!
This old man came rolling home!
Nick-Knack Paddy-Whack Give a dog a bone!


This old man came

Mary had a little lamb its fleece was white as snow
(Baa Baa Black sheep have you any wool?)
Mary had a little lamb its fleece was white as snow
(Yes sir Yes sir Three bags full)
Mary had a little lamb its fleece was white as snow
(Baa Baa Black sheep have you any wool?)
Mary had a little lamb!
(Yes sir Yes sir Three bags full)

Mary had a little lamb its fleece was white as snow
(Baa Baa Black sheep have you any wool?)
Mary had a little lamb its fleece was white as snow
(Yes sir Yes sir Three bags full)
Mary had a little lamb its fleece was white as snow
(Baa Baa Black sheep have you any wool?)
Mary had a little lamb!
(Yes sir Yes sir Three bags full)

So double trash Korn!

Ring around the Rosies
Pocket full of Posies
Ashes Ashes We all fall down
Ring around the Rosies
Pocket full of Posies
Ashes Ashes We all fall down

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoon fed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil

Nick-Knack Paddy-Whack Give a dog a bone!
Nick-Knack Paddy-Whack Give a dog a bone!
Nick-Knack Paddy-Whack Give a dog a bone!
Nick-Knack Paddy-Whack Give a dog a ....

Feel like your falling
?It’s taken us down---or---mistaken the step?
?In front of you, is further from the truth
In front of ?, In front of me again
Again

[Chorus]
Denial isn’t the way to forgiveness
You always swore that I was wrong
Not again
No taste for the crow you feed me
Not again
It’s not a matter of if I care
Not again
What an intricate web your weaving
Did it again

So you tried not to fall
As the clouds slow to ?
So here we are back where we began
And toe to toe I stand in front of you again
Again

[Chorus]

Not again
No taste for the crow you feed me
Not again
It’s not a matter of if I care
Not again
What an intricate web your weaving
Did it again
Again

In my eyes
Indisposed
In disguise as no one knows
Hides the face
Lies the snake
The sun in my disgrace
Boiling heat
Summer Stench
'Neath the black the sky looks dead
Call my name through the cream
And I'll hear you scream again

Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain
Black hole sun
Won't you come [x4]

Stuttering
Cold and damp
Steal the warm wind tired friend
Times are gone for honest men
Sometimes far too long for snakes
In my sh***
Walking sleep
In my youth I pray to keep
Heaven send hell away
No one sings like you any more

Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain
Black hole sun
Won't you come

Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain
Black hole sun
Won't you come

Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun) [x4]

Hang my head
Drown my fear
Till you all just disappear

Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain
Black hole sun
Won't you come

Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain
Black hole sun
Won't you come

Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain
Black hole sun
Won't you come
Won't you come (Black hole sun, Black hole sun) [x7].

Cause I feel like killing myself for Christmas
I never got along real well with my mom or dad
Hey I feel like killing myself for Christmas
It’ll be the best, the best, the best Christmas they ever had

I could slice my wrists but you know it’ll only get real messy
(Look at that mess you made)
I could shoot myself but you know they would never recognize me
(That’s not my boy, that’s not him)
I can take that mistletoe
And hang myself from the Christmas tree
(That Christmas tree is coming out of your parking money)

Cause I feel like killing myself for Christmas
And before I go, I think I’ll hijack a mall
And tell all your kids that there’s no such thing as Santa
(You know you where an accident)
And before I go,
(I blame your mother)
I’ll steal your credit cards and max ‘em out
Before you know, I’m buying porno
Cause that’s all I want anyway
(That's how Kool-Aid's supposed to taste, drink it! Drink it! Drink it! Drink it)

Cause we feel like killing ourselves for Christmas
We never got along real well with our moms or dads
Yeah we feel like killing our self’s for Christmas
(You're all asleep! Do it!)
It’ll be the best, the best, the best Christmas they ever had

Cause we feel like killing ourselves for Christmas
We never got along real well with our moms or dads
Yeah we feel like killing ourselves for Christmas
(Merry Christmas!)
It’ll be the best, the best, the best,
(Merry Christmas!)
the best, the best, the best,
(Merry Christmas)
The f***in' best
Christmas they ever had

Bum bum ba dum bum bum
F***in' die!
(But I don’t wanna die this year, that was last year)